I saw you this morning   You were moving so fast   Can?t seem to loosen my grip   On the past      And I miss you so much   There?s no one in sight   And we?re still making love   In my secret life, in my secret life      I smile when I?m angry   I cheat and I lie   I do what I have to do   To get by      But I know what is wrong   And I know what is right   And I?d die for the truth   In my secret life, in my secret life      Hold on, hold on, my brother   My sister, hold on tight   I finally got my orders   I?ll be marching through the morning   Marching through the night   Moving ?cross the borders of my secret life      I looked through the paper   Makes you wanna cry   Nobody cares if the people   Live or die      And the dealer wants you thinking   That it?s either black or white   Thank God, it?s not that simple   In my secret life      I bite my lip   I buy what I?m told   From the latest hit   To the wisdom of old      But I?m always alone   And my heart is like ice   And it?s crowded and cold   In my secret life, in my secret life   In my secret life, in my secret life