feelings, inside my head  i don't know, but i'm thinking about you  understand that it's so hard to tell you, cause you already know  you already know  when it's twice as hard to realize  that i'm still trying twice as hard to satisfy myself on my own    and i'm still waiting for things to change  i lay my life before you, and i'm not getting up  father, how i adore you  those words are not enough  father, know i love you, and know i am wrong  Lord, please take my life  make me your son  make me your son