I've given up on giving up slowly   I'm blending in so you won't even know me   Apart from this whole world that shares my fate   And this one last bullet you mention   Is my one last shot at redemption   'Cause I know to live you must give your life away      And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity   And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key   And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me   And even though there's no way of knowing where to go   I promise I'm going because   I got to get out of here   I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake   I got to get out of here   And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape      I've given up on doing this alone now   'Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how   You’ve told me the way, and now I'm trying to get there   And this life sentence that I'm serving   I admit, that I'm every bit deserving   But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair      'Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity   And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key   And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me   And even though there's no way of knowing where to go   I promise I'm going because   I got to get out of here   ’Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake   I got to get out of here   And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape      I am a hostage to my own humanity   Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made   And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me   But I can't ask you to give what you already gave      'Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity   And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key   And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me   And even though there's no way of knowing where to go   I promise I'm going because   I got to get out of here   I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake   I got to get out of here   And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape      I fought you for so long   I should have let you win   Oh, how we regret those things we do   And all I was trying to do was save my own skin   Oh, but so were you   So were you