So, I've made up my mind   I will pretend to leave this world behind   And in the end, you'll know I've lied   To get your attention   I'm faking my own suicide      I'm faking my own suicide   Because I know you love me   You just haven't realized      I'm faking my own suicide   They'll hold a double funeral   Because apart of you will die   Along with me      I wish you thought that I was dead   So rather than me you'd be depressed instead   And before arriving at my grave   You'd come to the conclusion   You'd loved me all your days   But it's too late   Too late for you to say      Because I'm faking my own suicide   Because I know you love me   You just haven't realized      Oh, I'm faking my own suicide   They'll hold a double funeral   Because apart of you will die   Along with me      I'll write you a letter that you'll keep   Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep   You say aloud that you would have been my wife   Right about that time is when I come back to life   And let you know, I'd let you know       That all along I was faking my own suicide   Because I know you love me   You just haven't realized      I was faking my own suicide   I'll walk in that room and see your eyes open so wide   Open so wide   Because you know      Because you know you will never leave my site   Untill the day that I die for the first time   And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh   And we will cry   So overjoyed at the love that's so alive   Our love is so alive