I can never take a rest   Because nothing I can be is real   when it comes time to express   it's something I can only feel      cause I know I can never be the same   I'm blamed for being controlled    and nothing I can say can explain me      Why would I be blamed for holding you up to the sky?   I'm left here to be claimed, I'm just left to fucking die      When all is said and done I'm still the only one that has to live with me      No one ever gave me shit to make me feel like I could stand   they just kept pulling on my strings and pretending to understand