Heidi when I think of you   I can't help remember everything you put us thru   the waiting and   the watching and   the promises you broke half drunk   falling asleep every night out on the phone      you're an accident waiting to happen   you're a walking hesitation   so far East but never here where I am      you can't hold out forever   cuz I've come to expect more   we both won't always be alive   my heart won't always be open      Heidi when I think of you   I can't help but see a sad alone scared little   nothing   a fear of flying a fear of   change   of being used, unloved a fear of being   out of range of your comfort zone   of this old predictable hole      but not with me   you're not with me      you can't hold out forever   cuz I've come to expect more   we both won't always be alive   my heart won't always be open