I wanted to wait and watch the wires    cross   all splicing all never ending consequence   I wouldn't mind not being here   our words sound intimate but we're never here   dear    I'm never here      before you're up against a wall   I'm trying to warn you this   memory is all you have   so don't talk to me    girl   but I can't forgive you      your wanting face   your waiting eyes   everything about you   I despise, so I tell myself   that it's all a game, this love is just revenge   it's just revenge, I'm just revenge      before you're up against a wall   I'm trying to warn you this   memory is all you have   so don't talk to me    girl   but I can't forgive you