How many times have I noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet   From your judgment seat I can    Feel the anger for my very being   Fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life   That I should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down   Wrong again   Don't depend   On any reaction again   I remember the icy walls shot up from nowhere   And I can see every lie you'd ever told yourself   You bleed me dry and I don't ask why but I'm left with the dust   Judas kiss I dismiss thank you all for this I am unjudged   I am un...      Wait again I'm not through with the screaming   I contend that you've got nothing better to do   Trade my life for a barrel of gold   Find someone else before I get too old   If I live my life for aesthetic gain   Will you repay me with all your shame      I can see every light inside your brain go on every time    that I walk by for nods and whispers    your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing   I'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch life's real time   in life's real...      Wait again I'm not through with the screaming and   I contend that you got nothing better to do   Trade my life for a barrel of gold   Find someone else before I get too old   If I live my life for aesthetic gain   Will you repay me with all your shame      Don't get up   I was only leaving the room   When the door of your judgment swings back around again   Maybe I'll stop to watch your act and I'll go on my way   I've seen quite enough of too many childish games   I'm ashamed of every moment that I ever gave them the time of day   All the worst of enemies are somehow always friends    that used to be