sick and angered by my friends   extremely cold and heartless   talkin' shit behind my back   about me to my friends   the source of jealous passion   towards a spirit stuck in contention and fame   just need some time to myself again   need to bring back the old days   when i was in control of my life   again and again   just endangered with my friends   extremely bold   and honest i'll be   when it comes to me   i said i was sorry   but you don't hear me   i tried to say that i was sorry to you   but you don't think i speak honestly   that's ok 'cause i can move on now   i am so sorry   no