it's dark outside   it's cold and empty like my mind   but who would know   i can't make it right   i know it's on me but i can't fight   and i'm on my own   and i dont get to watch you grow   for now   held back the weight of my reality   the fact is i know   the foot prints that i left    were meant to lead me back home   the distance between us has grown so bitter and so cold    the permance of silence   the roads of leaving just a hole   the lights are alive   the glare is burning in my eyes   for now   it's not like i've ever been shown my life   for now   the footprints that i've left   were meant to lead me back home   the distance between us has grown so bitter and so cold   the permanence of silence   the roads of leaving just a hole   all alone the path were taking never had a chance worth breaking   breaking harms my bearing   snaring all the (unclear)   missing out on whats worth sharing   a living being with no control   the footprints that i've left    were meant to lead me back home   the distance between us has grown so bitter and so cold   the permanence of silence   the roads of just leaving a hole