I know you when I'm sleeping    I know things deep inside of me       The excitement that I swallow    I swallow things that I can't see       I know you're right behind me    But I'm too dumb to turn around       I wake with my left arm numb    Am I the stupidest boy in town    (the stupidest boy in town)       Can you see my mouth open wide    Lopsided and confused       The dead weight of my left arm    And already sold that you will refuse       Substance dream mechanical failure    My little lost boy trying to sound       I wake with my left arm numb    Am I the stupidest boy in town       Pain is good if I had understood    Stuck with weight that's hard to hide    Numbness disappears when you are near    Nicky, take me for a ride       Your daddy is smiling at me    White horses flowing through his veins       Impossible eyes, forgotten future    And enough angst-ridden guilt to go insane       A walk together, a walk that hurt    A road I didn't know and soon forgot       I wake with my left arm numb    He's not with you, will you be with me       Pain is good if I had understood    Stuck with weight that's hard to hide    Numbness disappears when you are near    Nicky, take me for a ride       Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me    Nicky you touched me