I quit thinking about killing myself   when you died   just for a day or two   i must have wanted to   just for a day or two   I must have wanted to live      I quit believing these lies I tell myself   when you died   just for a day or two   I must have wanted to   just for a day or two   I must have wanted the truth      I will always love you my friend   now that you died   but just for a day or two   I'd like to be with you   just for a day or two   I'd like to have you alive