What do you wanna be when you grow up?   I just want to get myself away   Will I ever be anything good?   Will I be something someday?      Can I just live a good damn life?   Why are you yelling at me?   What do I do that always seems so bad to you?   WHY CAN'T I BE ANYTHING YOU EXPECT ME TO BE!?      WHY AM I TRYING SO GOD DAMN HARD?   IF YOU TELL ME I'M NOT SO GREAT?   WHY DOES NOTHING EVER SATISFY YOU?   I THINK I'M ABOUT TO BREAK.      I'm about to break . . .       I tried so hard when I could try   Failure is what I recieved   Why you always say I'm such a bad son?   Why you always look down on me?      Why can't I ever be good enough?   Why can't I never add up?   Why can't I be what you call the "good stuff"?   Why can't I live a life that's not so rough?      Why is it every time I try   You make me feel I want to die   And all I ever do is pray   I'll do better the next day   Why is it all I ever do   Is find new ways to smile at you   But you always frown at me   Can this life be as bad, as sad as it seems?      I just want to add up   I just wanna be good enough for you   I just wanna make you proud of me . . .   Is that possible?