I spent all my time wondering if you were ok   And all you ever did was say the bullshit that you'd say   You told me once you loved me, but know you love me not   Is this the way that life is, or have you just forgot?      Chorus:   Well it's alright, and it's ok   My life is going horrible right now   But you don't care, and you won't care   So I don't guess I'll try anyhow   I just wanna know what I did wrong   And why you can't forgive me forever more   And how come all I do for you goes un-noticed   Am I anything to you anymore?      I took alot of time out of my lonesome life   To give a call to you to see if things were alright   You always said you'd be there 'till the end   Well what the fuck kind of person are you? Not a friend!      Chorus      All I've ever tried to do   Is make you think I was ok   And all you've ever seemed to do   Is make me feel like I'm not that great . . .      Chorus      And it's alright, 'cause I don't care   And nothing matters, 'cause nothing's there   Anymore . . .   Any more . . .      SHIT!      ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU THINK!   ONCE AGAIN ALL OVER THAT I   WAS SO GREAT! YEAH!      But all you've ever said to me is I just live in emphamy   And I'll always be on your mind I'll be there some place hard to find   But you've always been in my head I can't get you out, or what you've said   I hate myself, I hate myself   I hate my-self      Chorus      And I feel like I'm not that great . . .