Black & white is all around  And more is coming down  Melt into the shades of gray  Hence increased fatality  Darkest day & blackest night  Frigid all around  Kill the rain & beat the cold  Thaw me deep inside    Push me in, lock the door  And throw away the key  Lay me down, wrap me up  Give me light therapy  All is bright, all is still  But a tender symphony  Go to sleep, from the pills  This season's killing me    Hit the bottle, fade to black  The bottom lies above  Broken back on borrowed time  No plan to give it back  Self destructive in excess  A private anarchy  Something died inside of me  Frozen empathy    Reside in sonnet industry  Craven as I am  Awaiting summer clarity  A rapture in the breeze