I'm wrestling now with a vicious dream that victimized my head   So many times sad mistakes along the way   Forget the fact   Stay so long away   Stayed so long away   Depressing how this is all so real   Friends that   I've been through hell this time I'll bleed   Along the way   No control I'm standing by this microphone     Stayed so long away   I can see them   Stay so long away     When are you going to admit that I don't belong   No control   I'm standing by this microphone     Stayed so long away   My eyes can see now   Stayed so long away   Stayed so long away   My eyes can see that   Stayed so long away   I will out live