I walked into a bar tonight   I knwe that it was the last place I should be   I'm like a fly to the neon lights   A good buzz is the only thing I need      Pull up a stool   Nothing to do except   Shut after shot   Drink till I puke   And I'm    Standing on the edge of what is real   I feel like I've drank away the better part of years   My fears have me   Pinned against a wall   But without them I would fall so   Before I'm gone lets have a cheers      I've lived through some hard times   I've done the best I could with what I've had   Life is never a short flight   I'm still so young how did I get so sad      Before I'm gone lets have a cheers