some days are better, they're better than others    can't run forever, you're pushing me under   what a way to live my life    i'm hiding from the battles i don't want to fight   what i've become      and now it's going grey    all the lines are blurring and decayed   i can't recall exactly who's to blame..... anymore      is it me or is it you , something isn't right    of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight   someday i will find the courage to embrace you   someday i will find the strength to erase you      some days i think i'm nothing without you   sometimes i wish that i could just kill you   what a way we live our lives   it's hard to breathe   it feels like i'm infected by my dad's disease      and now it's going grey    and you're the one i chose to feed me pain   and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes      [chorus]      and i see myself in heaven   if i can free myself from this hell