Sunlight warms my face   It's hard to take in   An overwhelming grace   From the way that I live   So close to you   I feel so ashamed   This must be new    'Cause I've fallen again   The stench smells so real   Like I've been here before   Emotions will kill   The life I've always known   Because of their lies   The world seems to change   But since you've arrived   I feel no more pain   'Cause I have become the one thing I hate   I have become the smile on your face   There's no need to save the me that I've made   'Cause I have become the one thing I hate   The unwanted things   That breathe in my skin   Have filled all the void   In which I live in   And every time you bounce    I feel so alive   So many ways to count   The many times I've died   'Cause I have become the one thing I hate   I have become the smile on your face   There's no need to save the me that I've made   'Cause I have become the one thing I hate   So close to you, so close to you