Sometimes I lie awake in bed   Thinking about the things you said   So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel   So terrified of changing what I thought was real      It's too bad, you're gone   It's too bad, you're not alone   And I know that you couldn't see   That it's too bad that you're gone   And not here with me      Standing here, trying to make some sense of this   There's nothing between us   Still I can feel your awkwardness   You're so lost for words   So you just tell me I'm your friend   There must be one reason   Only one reason in the end      It's too bad, you're gone   It's too bad, you're not alone   And I know that you couldn't see   That it's too bad that you're gone   And not here with me      So why are you pulling away   It must be from things that I say   And I'm thinking you're thinking of him   So why do I even care at all