Panic       Center is where I see myself    In the beginning I'm sitting in    The middle of a crowded Room    Nobody hears me trying to reach    Out just trying to scream out.       I'm so pathetic is how I see myself    I'm just a joke I'm running out this life    People tell me not to waste it but    How can I taste it when I never lived    When I never loved when I never lied.       I'm just a stain I'm trying to make my mark    On a spot that's been dark for a long time    Been along time since I've panicked broken down    The systematic life that god gave me.       So try to save my faith that's going out    The window that I'm looking' down from    One more step and ill be on the ground    From a sinner try and tell me I am a true    Believer well ho I never was.       You'll probably run and hide       Life reality hits me in the stomach    Aches like a fist in my mouth    I should have said nothing to make    Everything fall apart in my face    Well you're the one who's crying       So try to see the world through the    Flipside running out of line with no    Ever watching my back ah cold    Never seem to realize    I'm not your wanna be