All I know is I hate being in a place like this    My stomach feels uneasy   I should be scrambling to get back to work    But instead I'm lost within my thinking      I try so hard to believe that beyond    The pits of gray and black   There's something strong, everlasting   I try so hard to ignore every tug   But I swear something claws,    Ravages and bites inside me      But I hope that when I do    Fall on my face and break my back    That she will hold me and understand    That I need extra love and tenderness   That's my cure   I know that her love is all I need    To bring me back to health      Kiss me sweetly       I shouldn't apologize for who I am    This is very much a part of me as well   Do you want passion?    Well, there is a price that comes with intense emotion   But I'd rather be alive and dead than be inbetween      Honestly, I am sorry for being like this   But know, all I need is your love