I'm running but I'm still behind   I look at you ahead of me   You've got it made served on a plate   I wonder if there's a use in trying   You don't care about anyone   & I try to see through your eyes   I try to understand your lies   I thought it was you that was breathing      There's nothing to be said about the way I'm living & the things I see   There's no way out of here   You've got me where you want me to be   Close Behind      Whatever you want me to say   But I can't lie can't even try   You've got it made served on a plate    & I can run trying to follow you   No matter how hard I could try   There's no way that I'll ever fly   & without looking I know you're laughing   & I'm just one of those human beings      I thought I was gonna give up   But something told me I shouldn't stop   Who cares if I make it or not?   It had been way too long since I found myself home to be alone   My heart hasn't turned to stone