A few years ago you were the man   I looked up to you-followed your plan   The words you said they all made sense   They were the reason why I sang      I believed every word you said to me   Looked until I saw what you could see   Not even once did I complain   I always took the blame      You lied to me I never lied to you   Nothing to see but everything to lose   Time makes memories grow old   Faces change & hearts grow cold   I trusted you with my life   & you were running with a knife      I see it now-I saw it then   You were a fake never my friend   I guess some things don't ever change   & can't be rearranged...      Because the illusions bring distraction   & I just won't have that   I'm looking for something real   Not your Henry Rollins deal