I swear   I think about it everyday   I dream about it every night   How close I came to being your death   It's in my head      You came in drunk like you always do   Just one push pushed me off the edge   I had to grab you by the neck   With my own two hands      You bit my hand-Ripped my face   You tried to put out my eyes      I know   You wanted me to live your life   You wanted me to be your clone   But I would've killed you   With my own two hands      You had to die in front of mom   You had to die in front of me   How can I try to forget?   I killed you with my own two hands