Into this abyss again   That I call self esteem.   You took my joy in life away   And replaced it with a dream.      You broke the hand that fed you well   And taught it not to smile   It made my day to hear you laugh   I guess im in denial.      Id cry for you if it made a damn   but its only good for me   I took the time to think of you   And you showed me disbelief      The sound it made as you walk away   Is too loud to forget   A thousand sheets of ripping paper   My heart has almost split.      Dont let me catch you crying, dear   Please don't even dare.   Im the one that deserves it more   And youre only faining care.      You should get a fucking oscar   For the performance of the year   Best kiss in an only friendly way   Just pass another beer.