When I look back   I miss the hope I used to have   The sense of passion and the meaning   Cause I'm not the same   I'm not the one that plays the part   Of a martyr with a broken heart.      [Pre-Chorus:]   Leaving me to be nothing   So bury me   I used to feel something inside of me   I used to feel something inside      [Chorus:]   Now every time I pick myself up   I just fall down faster   So what's the use of trying   To be something I'm not   I've still got hope that I can   Fix this all with one disaster   I'll die alone   Ashamed without a note      So look at me   What exactly do you see   A man who isn't what he once was   I hate myself but I'm to blame   I fell in love with the state of shame      [Pre-Chorus]      [Chorus]      I'll die alone   Ashamed without a note   I'll die alone. Oh, [x2]      I hang all my lies, on hooks with my art   To show myself, a cowards heart   Cause all I want, is to forgive myself   To burst inside, and bloom alive      The truth in me, is so blurry   The lines have been my guide   But I have drown all.......   I bare with me, uncertainty   My insecurities, redefine who....      I hang all my lies   On hooks with my art   To show myself [x2]      [Chorus]