In my meager defense   I've tried to make sense   Of the chaos that clutters my mind   You could nail to my soul   Every reason to go   But the reason to stay I would find      'Cause there is no resolution   Or clear-cut conclusion   As I"m caught between the ebb and flow   But for you I'll discover   The will to recover   For you I'll be first to let go   (The first to let go)      I'm not his, I'm not yours   I'm not mine anymore   Somehow the silver lining was torn   And we wo'nt get too far   With the door just ajar   Only whispers keeping us warm      'Cause there is no resolution   Or clear-cut conclusion   As I"m caught between the ebb and flow   But for you I'll discover   The will to recover   For you I'll be first to let go   (The first to let go)      I'll send you a lullaby   Across the burnt orange sky   So looking to heaven you'll know   For you I let go      When I see on your face   One day I've been replaced   I'll smile as I watch you fly   And say one grateful prayer   For the angel who's there   And cry for the one left behind      'Cause there is no resolution   Or clear-cut conclusion   As I'm caught between the ebb and flow   But for you I discovered   The will to recover   For you I was first to let go   The first to let go