She doesn't know me by name   But I know everything about her   She likes to work in her rose garden   And vacation in New Hampshire      She gets him every holiday   And every Sunday afternoon   By 8, she tucks his babies in   I know she loves him like I do   And I wanted to call her so many times   But I never found the nerve   She gets what I deserve   Oooh, yeah      It's not the way that I planned   Just the right man, the wrong time   Even the moments he's holdin' me   I know he's not really mine   When I appear into the windows of the home   I'm torn apart   I can't help but wonder   Whatever happened to my heart   Such an uninvited lesson   I never meant to learn   She gets what I deserve      I can't whitewash my excuses   I can't cover up the stain   I can't give back what I've taken   I should be the one to bare the pain   I just pray that God forgives me   For what I've done to her   She gets what I deserve   She gets what I deserve