I've been thinking it over   I've been thinking long and hard   like a knife that´s been scraping   scraping away at my mind   FUCK IT ALL   I´m sick of finding excuses   I´m sick of feeling so down and out   a brick wall at a dead end   I´m still trying to smash my way out   FUCK IT ALL   I´m still trying to smash my way out   trying to see past something   that´s not there   but I will fall again   I can´t see clear   leveled everything   that I thought was in my way   at the end of the day   It´s just me here standing in my way   I've been thinking it over   what the fuck is this all about   I´m sick of finding excuses   I´m sick of feeling so down and out