I'm out of answers I can't explain this shit   waht did I do to deserve this mess   turmoil finds a way to plague my days   there's no way out of this fucked up placce   I look ahead - maybe I'm just blind   looking back - it fucks up my mind   my dreams are shattered   No words can describe   the way I feel The thoughs I hide   I went to far too far this time   why can't I find   what is my fate I pay no mind   it's a fucking lie nothing but a lie   can't see beyond - beyond my eyes   this is too much I'm dying inside