And with the best of times   just comes more miserable days   let is decay my mind   leave me in a cloudy haze   I can´t seem to fill this void in me   so I´ll just keep avoiding reality   I can´t seem to fill this void in me   so I´ll just drown in misery   I think but don´t fear   I act but don´t care   I think but don´t know   I act but not for show   sometimes I just can´t stand   to see or hear   spiral downward   always end up nowhere   I´ve let my mind decay   I won´t see the glory days   I´ll fall too soon   I know you feel it too