I thank you Lord for giving me   My good health and my family   But when I look, into the sky   I know its GOC who'll have my eye      I used to always fix my hair   How I looked, yes I would care   But ever since I saw your eyes   You taught me wonders; what's inside      God of Chaos   Why do you torment me?   I try to find an answer,    But it won't come easily   Sometimes you're my only hope   And sometimes I just cry   But, God of Chaos, I love you tonight      I hope you will remember    How we talked, say last December   How I made you laugh and smile   And you're smile......it's just so beautiful      We were friends, we still are now   But I want more, please tell me how   We can play and joke and talk   And still it's never "Jenn and GOC"      God of Chaos   Why do you torment me?   I try to find an answer   But it won't come easily   Sometimes you're my only hope   And sometimes I just cry   But, God of Chaos, I love you tonight      Sometimes its hard to look at you   Your beauty reflects kindness too   Remember when we danced that time?   Remember your body close to mine?      Recall those days we'd run outside   I'd pull a croif, then we'd collide   My shoe came off, please lend a hand   On both our iPods, the same bands      God of Chaos   Why do you torment me?   I try to find an answer   But it won't some easily   Sometimes you're my only hope   And sometimes I just cry   But, God of Chaos, I love you tonight