You're all I can think about   Though I avoid thinking of you   Everything's so crazy   And I've gone crazy too   I know that you don't like me   I know, I know   But everytime I see you....      I hate the game I'm playing   I can never win   I lose track of what I'm saying   This feeling's from within   Help me Lord cause I'm falling   Hopelessly in despair   Life isn't fair, life isn't fair      [CHORUS]   I'd kill myself if I didn't want to live   I'm miserable with grief   I can't hold on to anything; am I dying?   I try to be someone else to turn your head   But I'm no one; am i dying?      What day is it?   Where am I?   Who cares anyway?   It's not like it's important, nothing's important      I think you're killing me,    But I just can't be sure   When I die, will you mourn?   Or will you not care?    I bet you won't care.      [CHORUS]      Stop killing me...if you're killing me....   If you're not killing me...   You're hurting me so bad...      Stop killing me...if you're killing me...   If you're not killing me...   You're hurting me so bad...      [CHORUS]      Am I dying?   Am I dying?   Am i dying?   (fades out)