When was I alive?   Could It be sleep is all I know?   How could I have made mistakes?   Is there something more for me to learn?   Will I ever make it back to you   And will you still want me?   Have you been waiting for the sound of my return?      I'll wait for your calling..      "If I was ever an imperfect son   Or a foolish boy, or a wretched child,   I was only out looking for Jesus   I was only becoming a Godly man!"      Pace the floor   Wooden legs have never been so silent   The wind outside the window sounds like heaven is almost here   Before I was made, I was close to perfection   Since I became, I've gone the wrong direction.      "The lies I've told, the hearts I've stolen   How could I pretend to love so long?   My God, I'm a terrible mess today!   My God, I'm becoming a monster!"