call the guard   i'm in the red room   watching shadows   fall on my walls   call the guard   my lover is missing   and no one's listening   i'm alone      call the guard   i'm in the study   reading bloody books left behind   no one really commits completely   and i should know   that's how it goes      no, i won't go down   no, i won't go      call the guard   i'm in the back yard   raking leaves and pulling vines   and on the roof a woman is crying   no one's dying, i understand      call the guard   i'm in the kitchen   watching pigeons fight for food   oh my lord my smorgasbord   my ears are deaf   where's my chord