For a time I thought there was a thief among us    I thought I'd track him down but prior to my pursuit   The smoke it cleared into my disbelief   There was no thief   'Cuz it was me that lost you      There was no thief   'Cuz it was me that lost you       I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back   And I understand why you wouldn't want to   I guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you      And there's just one last thing that I have to say   As we reflect on the mess of all of this I've made   It was cowardice that made me push you away   I was so afraid 'cuz you were so much better than me       I can't see you   Getting used to   Living in the midst of your perfection   And I'm so lost   How can you trust   Somewhere the sun is always shinin'       Oh      And there's just one last thing that I have to say   As we reflect on the mess of all of this I've made   It was cowardice that made me push you away   I was so afraid 'cuz you were so much better than me      I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back.