Control the only thing you ever made   Be for me because I cannot without you   Forget that I ever made you happy   Forget the name of happy   Kill the sound of every laugh I made you utter   Kill my laugh will every second you don’t think of me      Getting up is the hardest part   Getting up is a reason to go on   Without you I heal   Oh how I heal without you   And the itching is worse that I can bear      To see you happy is not good for me   To see the thoughts   Are not even good   Hope you disappear   Hope you never come back   Hope I disappear and never come back   With you