big pauses in my life and the thoughts of you that rush in to my mind   of times we shared beneath those star filled skies   my eyelids close to the image of your face   i remember how i left my heart on your front doorstep and drove home all alone   wanting to hold you      and i'd tell you all that i can exactly all the things that you   want to hear from me   how i feel so alone now and wish you'd come running at me   with open arms and big bright eyes   but i tell myself "try and move on" and tackle another bought over you   and remember how i left my heart on your front doorstep      my eyelids close to the image of your face   i remember how i left my heart on your front doorstep and drove home all alone   all alone   why is it me who always ends up alone?