I'm tired of being me,   And I don't like what I see,   I'm not who I appear to be   So I start off every day,   Down on my knees I will pray,   For a change in any way   But as the days go by,   I live through another lie,   If its any wonder why      Am I ever gonna change   Will I always stay the same   If I say one thing,   Then I do the other   Its the same old song,   That goes on forever   Am I ever gonna change   Im the only one to blame   When I think Im right,   I wind up wrong   Its a futile fight,   Gone on too long      Please tell me if its true,   Am I too old to start anew,   Cause that's what I want to do   But time and time again,   When I think I can,   I fall short in the end   So why do I even try,   Will it matter when I die,   Can anyone hear my cry?      Am I ever gonna change   Take it day by day   My will is weak   And my flesh too strong   This peace I seek   Till thy kingdom comes