it started when   all was lost and we found   the wrong way out of this town   i'm out   susceptible to those lies   past that now i      have had enough   i've been let down too many times to be here now   and waste away another day   like another wasted saturday      so do i have to worry   when i'm hearing some sad story   about what you're doing with you're life now? or should i sit and pretend   that we never really were friends?      it's over now   all's been lost when you're found   head down against the ground   i'm out   there's a reason for red swollen eyes   past that now i   (chorus)      at all   as i recall   that's not the way it's supposed to be   through it all   you let me down sometimes   but i never drowned youout   wacth you fall   and break down   do you   sustain now?