i'm sorry if im hurting with all of this    but it hurts me worse and i would hate myself    if i didn't do everything in my power    to get things back the way they were    the way they used to be    just think, we could be something special    the words i speak seem to mean nothing    am i so selfish while i sit back    and give you everything    you possibly could want    am i so selfish because i don't    want to feel this again