you're staring out the crack beneath the door    to try and prove yourself that you are wrong    the door can hide your eyes from this scene    but it can't hide the screaming going on    and you believe from the pain you feel that    somehow this is all your fault    and now you cry yourself to sleep    just like every other night    and you feel like your dying from being alone    with no one left to share your pain    and you've grown so quiet and i don't know    if you'll ever be the same    or if i'll see you again    all you have has fallen to the floor    your head is buried in your hands    pondering why life has left you here    and dreaming you could have another chance    a chance to be loved instead of wondering    how a heart, unbroken, would feel    you fake a smile and wonder    if happiness is real