All alone and in this forever   Gotta get back and get it together   Cause you're never gonna get anywhere this way   When you're walking in circles everyday the same way      Not sure where this is going   Another panic attack   No sign of slowing down   I'm still breathing   Heavy, heavy breathing   With my stomach in my throat   Choking on the feeling   I'm losing all we have to offer      Cause nothing here makes sense   I'm lost, so scared   I'm numb and overwhelmed   On this hotel mattress      When everyday, time and time again   I'm here waiting   But I'm not so   I am not so sure of anything (x2)      Come on, come on, listen to me   (Open up)   Open up, cause I know exactly   What's running through your head   And spilling on the pages   And it hurts you and like it's so contagious   So off the mark and a little off key   So overdramatic because this is completely   Right out of your hands and out of control   So you take the chance   To take it, take it all      Forgetting everything I know   Cause nothing here makes sense   I'm lost, I'm scared, I'm sick, I'm not well   And I can never let go      When everyday, time and time again   I'm here waiting   But I'm not so   I am not so sure of anything (x2)      Just tell me I'm all right   Tell me I'm okay   Tell me anything at all   To make this feeling go away   Cause I love the way that fall asleep   With my head in my hands   Everything drifts by me so slowly   And I'm only halfway home, alone and lonely      So go ahead and tell me, tell me   I'll be all right and touch me, hold me   Talk to yourself, talk to the angels   Yeah, talk to the knife twisting and sinking      So go ahead and tell me, tell me   I'll be all right   And touch me, hold me   (And I'll make it alone)   And I'll make it alone      Come on, come on, listen to me      When everyday, time and time again   I'm here waiting   But I'm not so   I am not so sure of anything   When everyday, time and time again   I'm here waiting   But I'm not so   I am not so sure