Why did you need to take that pill?    never has and never will    make you better make you well    you're shackled in your self-inflicted cell    sunlight you'll never see    you're a prisoner of pharmacology    and you're telling me you feel fine    never better    that's what you said in your last letter    that was read aloud at your memorial last week    where are you now?    Up above?    I hope you find some kind of love    that isn't bottled or tamper-resistant    but unconditional and consistent    the peace you've spent you lifetime searching for    if this is what it takes    maybe others can learn form your mistakes    and turn off that blacklight before it gets too late