Pulling down toxins from the atmosphere    Making all of my decisions based on fear    I never even cared about what I could be    I declared a private war on authority    I got what you need because I'm a bad seed    I'm running on adrenaline and living on greed    I'm tired of being, I'm sick of my scene    I'm looking for the end or a place where I can finally come clean       Because I remember one time something to live for    Now so long ago    Faces always are changing    Lies and disguise for the things we know    One time something to live for    Somehow I lost my way    Those times I pissed away now    Echo in my darkest days       Walking everyday thinking that I know best    Wearing my contempt like a bullet-proof vest    On my way I'm going to make it all mine    Rolling in the gutter just to kill some time    But I was dead wrong and now it's all gone    I won't become the fool that I've abused for so long    The line's played out and I've got to get back    Chase away the negative and throw away the useless track       Because I remember one time something to live for    Now so long ago    Faces always are changing    Lies and disguise for the things we know    One time something to live for    Somehow I lost my way    Those times I pissed away now    Echo in my darkest days       I've seen things I hope I never see again    (There's another place to fall)    I don't want to have to bury any more friends    (There's another friend to call)    Living on the edge of a sign of our times    (There's a world beyond yourself)    Dying in the wreckage we create with our crimes    (There are those who tried to help)      Because I remeber one time something to live for    Now so long ago    Faces always are changing    Lies and disguise for the things we know    One time something to live for    Somehow I lost my way    Those times I pissed away now    Echo in my darkest days