I can feel my bones decay    I haven't got a thing to say    I never thought I could end up this way    maybe I should have known    but now my cover's blown    I've been up for hours but my feet never touched the floor       I can't pretend that I'm as funny as all you're friends    so I'll keep this lampshade on my skull for one more night       I've got a project car    I've got a VCR    I've got a hundred friends but I don't know where they are    my life's a fantasy    I'm just a wanna be    another throw away contemporary enemy       did you want me to be the life of the party    I've made some mistakes so stop kicking yourself    because I blame me    it's still the same    nothing's changed