I feel so different now   It all feels so different now   I had you in my life once   I had the feeling of the real thing once   But now you're gone   And that's all gone   Inside, I held on to you once   I never knew there were two of us once   But now I'm alone   And it's all gone   I gave my body and my mind to you once   I thought it all revolved around you once   I know better now   But I'm too far gone   I would've died for you once   And I thought it would've mattered to you once   But now you're gone   And I'm so far gone   And I'm wrapping my arms around myself   I'm free   I hold on to all that I am   But I know that the one I hold is dying   I feel so different now   It all feels so different now