I lay here silent  How do I tell her  How far away I feel  With every breath she tries to hold tighter  But far away is all I feel    You needed a hand and I tried to be that hand  But life is yours to hold  Strap down tight it's going to be a long ride  It's time you ride alone    Then she said I found god  But I'm not the god you see  Don't leave me like this  Alone, she said  I died to be with you  I took my own life with my own hands  Listen to me  'Cause I can't save you  Listen to me - listen  I've got to save myself    Then she said I found god  But I'm not the god you see  Put your nails in me  She said she's never felt alive    Then she said I found god  But I'm not the god you see  And could never be  No, I can't save you  Put your nails in me