So you don't believe  No, you don't believe  Said you can't believe  You can't believe in me  Well I've learned to need  And I've learned to need  And I've learned to need that I don't need you    You were something  I thought you were everything  You were nothing  Somehow you were everything    But I forgive myself  I forgive myself  I'll learn to forgive myself for what I've done  I could taste it - I could feel it  I became it - and I want it    It was something  I thought it was everything  It was nothing  It turned into everything    If I could - yeah I would  If I could - everything  If I could - yeah I would  If I could    So I've gone too far?  Have I gone too far?  Yeah I've gone too far  So what, what is too far  Am I breathing?  Am I bleeding?  Am I dying?  I just don't know    It was something - it was something  I thought it was everything  It was nothing - it was nothing  It turned into everything    If I could - yeah I would  If I could - everything  If I could - yeah I would  If I could    There is no choice but to look inside  Look around you  They'll let you down  They'll disappoint you  They'll take you to the bottom  And they'll leave you there  They'll let you down  Look around you  You don't need this    I thought it was everything    If I could - yeah I would  If I could - everything  If I could - yeah I would  If I could    Goodbye  Goodbye to everything